“Akak you want to know something?
I was reading some Schizophrenia notes in my laptop at the moment.
“Sure, why not” I turned myself facing her.
“I think I’ve completely known you a different person before. You’re just, too different now”
I replied nothing. I smiled and looked deep into her eyes.
“Why with that look? You’re scaring me akak”
I laughed, just to shadow the awkward moment.
“How different it is?” I’m not that anxious, of course I already have the answer.
“Hmm. I still remember when you were my naqibah in my early years in tarbiyah, you’re so nice and innocent. I can’t recall any moment of you being strict to us. Seriously I’m in shock to see you portraying it lately.”
My smile grows, indecipherably.